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[requiemshark]

[ Ephemera huffs, ducking his head. For a moment, he's reminded of his family. They used to fuss with his hair, too. ]

Yeah? I never did anything with it, before. Figured it was time for a change.

[doesitanyway]

Grow it out!

[ Trevor declares this with enthusiasm, reaching for the bottle to pour just a liiiiiiiittle more in his glass. ]

See if you like it, there's nothing to lose.

[requiemshark]

[ Ephemera huffs, nudging Trevor's arm a little. Why not, right? Why not? ]

All right, all right. I will. I'll see what happens.

[doesitanyway]

[ Trevor nudges back, claiming his glass. ]

There's going to be an annoying stage where it's always in your face, but try not to get frustrated and hack it off again with a dagger. That is not fashionable in any time period, I know this from experience.

[requiemshark]

[ He laughs a little. ]

I heard hair clips were a thing. Might invest in those.

[doesitanyway]

Clips..? Like to cut?

[ He looks confused now because the whole point is not to cut it. ]

[requiemshark]

To —? Oh, no. To hold your hair back.

[ Ephemera squints, trying to think of another word. ]

Hairpins! Like hairpins.

[doesitanyway]

Oh! Yes, I know what those are. We have hairpins.

...I do not use them, I embrace my terrible life choices.

[ driiiiiiink ]

[requiemshark]

[ Ephemera laughs. It feels good and right to laugh now, in this moment. He has a friend at his side, they're drunk, it's all good. ]

It works for you. Or does it? I can't tell.

[ Clearly he's not drunk enough. He refills his glass. ]

[doesitanyway]

I function remarkably well for an alcoholic. That's what I'm called in this time period, I've learned.

[requiemshark]

Oh.

[ Ephemera blinks at him. People don't usually call themselves alcoholics unless they mean it in the literal sense. ]

Should we not be drinking?

[doesitanyway]

...why wouldn't we?

[ It's becoming clear Trevor doesn't actually know the definition of alcoholic. He just thinks it's someone who drinks a lot. ]

[requiemshark]

Don't alcoholics want to stop, usually?

[doesitanyway]

I certainly don't. I mean, I did stop for awhile but I have nothing to fight for here, so back to old habits.

...you look very concerned now.

[requiemshark]

Huh.

[ Ephemera squints at Trevor. This is probably a conversation they should be having sober. ]

Think that word means something a little different in my time. It's like. AA meetings and shit.

[doesitanyway]

Oh? I thought it meant town drunk, as it's what the bartenders call me when they cut me off.

[requiemshark]

It means that too.

[ Ephemera drags a hand down the unscarred side of his face. ]

Like. Alcoholics can't function without drinking. Supposedly. I don't drink every day. Sometimes I just get blackout drunk 'cause I want to stop thinking.

[ He pauses. ]

Don't tell Drake.

[doesitanyway]

I can function without drinking, I just prefer things being... softened. Blurred around the edges so it isn't as sharp? Blackout drunk is less pleasant, honestly, but it happens.

[ He's about to promise, but then realizes he has no idea who that is. ]

Who's Drake?

[requiemshark]

Softened. Yeah.

[ Ephemera nods slowly. He understands, though he'd never allowed himself to want that. He had to be sharp, or he had to be on his way to unconscious. There had been no middle ground to take. He understands the impulse, though. ]

Drake. The one who knew the other me.

[ Ephemera waves vaguely at the other bedroom. ]

Also. My roommate now.

[doesitanyway]

Oh. Oh.

[ Trevor leans closer, peering at Ephemera like he's puzzling out a mystery. ]

You let him move in? After finding out...

[requiemshark]

Before. Before.

[ Ephemera leans back a little. ]

Wasn't gonna kick him out.

[doesitanyway]

...are you comfortable with that? It sounds like you had a fairly open conversation, I'm sure he'd understand if you wanted him out of your space after that.

[ He'd better understand, or Trevor will make him. ]

[requiemshark]

[ For lack of a better idea, Ephemera tips his head back and drinks. It burns the way he likes, a sensation that's easier to focus on than the answers he doesn't have. ]

It's not like we're fucking. And it's nice. Having someone to talk to.

[doesitanyway]

[ Trevor keeps peering, then his eyes go wider again and he lifts a finger accusingly. ]

You like him, don't you?

[requiemshark]

[ Ephemera huffs. He ought to laugh it off and isn't quite sure why he doesn't. ]

It's strange. Complicated. But. Yeah.